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Before leaving for SYF rehearsal 2 weeks ago. hannah. lynette. feeza.

i don't know what's happening. The feeling that i once thought it will never ever come back, is back. and that's bad.

sometimes, i feel like everything in my life is rocking like hell and i love it so.
but then again. at times. it sucked till i wished when i sleep, i would never wake up again. and that's how i felt before and currently, now.

Yeap, sometimes, the stuffs i wished for will never come true. if i badly wish for it. it comes, the opposite. it's like as if im wishing upon a wistful star. and i jolly well know that i, AM wishing to a wistful star. those type that actually curse people instead of granting wishes.

hah. i always hope for happy stuffs to happen on each and single day. but nah, the opposites will come.

perhaps.imaginary. imaginative. imaginaring.

just plain hallucinations. compiled from the best parts of my memories.

random: i prefer oldies. [90s] not much of fancy towards nowadays songs. perhaps just rock. punk rock.




"heartbrokened? me? can't be. the heart wasn't whole in the first place."

ka-boom!

Had 2.4. talk about getting gold when i didn't even notice the hump on the road. I slipped and accidentally hurt my ankle a lil. clumsiness

What was the timing again? Can you like repeat? *rolls eyes*

SICKENING. But oh well. im gonna re-run on the sch track i think. THAT's IF i don't feel lazy on my PE day. mwahaha. Mid years are coming. GOOD LUCK TO ALL.

im afraid though. ):

Anyways, i've a pimple on my nose. and it HURTS. NEVERMIND. im thinking on the bright side -- im growing! ahaha.

Mathew was once again, comparing his height with me.

"Eh nette, you know hor. sec one that time. i shorter than you. at your shoulder only. Then sec 2, okay okay. around the same height. Than sec 3 taller. now sec 4 ah. WAH. i taller than you don't by how many kilometres." -mathew teng

So sarcastic. Idiot. KILOMETRES!

ahh. sheesh. my nose bled last night. and it's bleeding a lil now.

Oh Oh. Some people just don't know how to lie.

J : "do you have a boyfriend?"
ME: "NO. why?"
J: "nothing, jus asking."
ME: "oh. do you have gf?"
J: "err. ya."
ME: "oh really?! from what sch?"
J: "erms. from st. joseph i think. can't rmber."
ME:"ahh"

Trust me. That idiot isn't homo at all.

OH WELLS. Isn't my life made up of lies?

that's why it's so happening. almost everyday. filled with lies.

ahh. without them. it prolly won't be that exciting.

changi airport

It's been so long since i've blogged. -.- 6 days ago.

Went to study to airport with soyah, sheryl and sharlene. all the s's. Was fun fun fun! (: we were practically laughing everytime. BUT we did study afterall. then, we bitch about some bitches, assholes, THEIR ex's, OUR crushes etc etc.

HAHAHA. it's jus funny. (: i don't know.

School's break time is getting lame. really. crappy happenings happened at lame time. okay. idontreally knowwhatthatmeans. but im having 2.4km run tmr. supposed to be two weeks ago, but i didn't run. cos the first week, my stomach hurt from the sit-ups i've done. 2nd week, (read previous post) yup. so, it's left with this and next week. gotta run. im just 3 points away from GOLD. (:

My napfa/napha/nafa/ whatever has been really ridiculous for the past years. (:

SEC ONE - NIL [FAILED STANDING BROAD JUMP, 2.4KM RUN AND SHUTTLE RUN]

SEC TWO - BRONZE

SEC THREE - SILVER

shall see if i can get gold this year. to complete the pattern. mwahaha.

I learnt lotsa things todays :

1. Guys actually bitch.
2. Samuel is a lesbian cos he like girls. Whereas Lynette is gay, for she like guys.
3. Heterozygous has no dominant or recessive whereas homozygous is the opp.
4. I have friends whose body contains 47 chromosomes instead of 46.

i think im crazy.

wait. i have always been like this.

fiza[the one who slept with me], have you had any idea that our SSC certs are still with sgt m? or has ma'am teo or ma'amee collected it for us?

titanS!

titans got GOLD!

WOOHOOO!! although didn't get the chance to participate in the SYF. but getting GOLD is what they should deserve!

WAT TO GO MAN! aww. i love all of them lah.

Feeza and I practically screamed our lungs out, supporting them! hahahas.

TK, Bowen and Deyi was fabulous seh.! really. the fire extinguisher part! wah lao. tak boleh angkat! Was hilarious yet good. They were the 3 bands that got chosen for syf open house. mwahaha.

Anyhows. Heard one school got bronze. err. cheerios lah!

All of them did well! infact, Wonderful gloriously. tk was more into the cartoon songs. their formations were also like superman and all these. Luckily they didn't play spongebob theme. if not, we would have been singing like hell!

After the whole thing, i went home with feeza. we both practically walked one whole round of the national stadium lah! haha. cos, we both lovers, were lost. walking under the rain romantically! and we thought about some crappy stuffs that wouldn't come true.

OH WELL. what can you expect? It's feeza and lynette! (:

dawn came! yah. dawn! haha feeza's friend. i thought of like saying 'hi' to her. cos feeza talk loads bout her! but when she saw me, she was like,

" you're lynette right? i heard lots about you from her!*points to feeza*"

me: "yah yah! you're dawn right? i heard loads about you from feeza too! hahah"

Like so enthu! But it was fun. knowing her. (: mwaha.

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anyways, i went crazy today. woke up at 7am and thought i was late for sch. went to bathe and wash up. got dressed and than realised how come my dad isn't awake. cos usually he will be awake to send me to the door. so. i thought of jus leavin the house on my own lah. than i realised another thing. the main door is locked. than everything got into the picture.

IT IS A SATURDAY!!

so i went back to sleep and woke up at 12.30pm.

HAHAHA.

perfect weather

The weather has been rocking these few days. (: rain rain and rain! hiak3

had syf rehearsal yesterday. learnt the 'akan tembat feu de jour isekan pelurul' (i think la eh. if spelling wrong, SRY!)

it was coolness! really. although the fingers did hurt after the end of everything. but, it was worth it.

So, before leaving for the rehearsal. had SS class. Apparently the blur woman here, forgot to write her name on one of the tutorials. Instead, she wrote these:

"I'll be there for you
this 5 words i swear to you
when you breathe i wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you"

Since, there isn't any name on that sheet of paper. MY DEAR TEACHER 'SANG' OUT THE SONG. SO THAT, the blur woman would come gracefully to collect her paper.

REALLY, i did not even blurt out anything about me not having a sheet of the tutorial. but the whole class just seem know it's me and they all echoed my name.

PAISEH MAN! wah piang.

i think it's due to the fact that i have been singing that song practically to everyone i know.(:

ahahahaks. i make a great impact on people's lives, i know. (: THANKS!

Anyohow, had oral on tuesday. got 30/40. Ms Teo GB was the teacher taking me. Blabbered nonsense throughout. But yeah, looking at the marks, it seems that my nonsense was somewhat logical to her! so, goody.

im outing now!(: need to restock maggie. very hungry ARH.

bloom, gloom

okay, let's just say, scolding people a 'sadist' isn't a really appropriate word to use, right? Especially when you're scolding them for their wrongdoings.

Well, i think. NCC is getting damn slack nowadays. I don't know bout the other schools, but here in mine, we can have no pumping as punishments, no trainings on school holidays, training time shortened, we barely have pt. Actually, there's no much of a difference between NCC girls and Girl Guides. We march, the girl guides march, guides sing, we sing. i might say, guides are better than us in some aspects. And as for the NCC guys, there seems to be something wrong in somewhere lah.

talk about my past when i was a part a. bloody CLTs screaming infront of my face when i coughed. made us clean the toilet and all crap. palms never failed to go red,blisters, blood and blah.

Sometimes, i wish i had an elder sibling that i could confide to. At least, there's not much of a generation gap. You may say we have friends. but they aren't there 24/7, right? Don't be surprise i talk to my Mp3 and record my nonsense down. argh, im jealous of you bren.

i actually have lots to say. but i don't know why can't i seem to type all of them out. Actually, i can't type anything about what am i thinking. It's like my fingers will be centimetres above the keyboard, waiting for any sensory neurone to activate the motor neurone, so that the damn muscles could let me type something that i wanna type, if only the medulla oblongta controlled all those nonsense.

now i don't even know what am i talking about.

Anyway, speech day's a bitch. uh huh. The guest of honor took like 76325432 years to walk down the aisle. making some girl guides faint and the food that they served us contain few strands of hair.

Woah? yeah. woah. high standard cooking

i quarelled with my mom. she just cant to seem understand how i feel.

trips to bedok reservoir are getting often. any companion? i welcome anyone. it beats crying to oneself. definitely.

dear fish, forget about that oranged face monkey. (: i'll try to back you up. let her scold. turn on OUR Backstreet Boy's - I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW and we shall sing it out loud okay? right infront of her face! [not literally ah! get screwed man] love you! i love fishes though. ((:

pit chers

SPEECH DAY ITSELF (:



people releasing stress through communicating through a pair of shoe(: [nazurah and LYNETTE!]



samuel and LYNETTE. peeping at people changing



ah yean and LYNETTE!



wee CHEW and LYneTTE.



CLINTON and LYNETTE (:



FEEZA and LYNETTE!! (:

GIRL GUIDES AND NCC(: [ili and LYNETTE!]

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KAH JUN'S BIRTHDAY OUTING (:


weechew and LYNETTE! [his face got blocked by tpt's hand]


us!


junhong and LYNETTE!(:


Clinton and LYNETTE!


Ah GUA and LYNETTE!

KAH JUN and LYNETTE! [the bday boy!]

tired


LYNETTE! caught on camera eating ah pek's ice cream!


wearing peintiong's CAP!


4 whites!


reflection.refraction

thats it

THAT'S IT!.

youre the last thing on my mind before i log off.
so, might as well grant you your wish since you badly wanted your name in my blog. *eh! it rhymes! 'off' and 'blog'*

i give chance ok.

damn you. tmr is speech day. you're suppose to go orchard with me tmr. peninsular plaza! than we shall go heeren and take neoprints. yayaya. crap

THIS WOMAN. i don't know how many gigabuffazilliona times ive blogged about her. and now she wants me to blog about her again. what la chimpanzee. ahyo.

OH. and don't you even talk about that kuku. SINCE WHEN he was invovled lah! hallucinations man u. (: we're good friends. REALLY. ah yah. dont talk about it. dont talk abt him and i wont talkabout yours but since you talked bout him. i SHALL talk about YOUR him.

forever keeping your dexter and DEEDEE file in your bag. precious, hor? YOU even DREW the picture out again. -freehanded if im not wrong. so accurate.

of course accurate! silly me. cos YOU said that as long as got emotion, confirm can draw well.

im sure that picture contains ALOT of emotion. right? don't deny lah. my dear USM. (:

how could you betray me? and i thought you loved me. flirt lah you. heart brokened!

oh and by the way. i dont want to miss lessons liao leh!

can can? talk to CO lah. and NO, i dont wanna carry flower pot tmr.

kan she me kan? xiao sing ni yan jing pok chu lai! haha

stupid woman (:

had syf rehearsal today! weather was hot hot hot!

time to rain, it didn't rain.
not to rain, it rained.

perfect day!

supposed to blog about some WOMAN yesterday. but than, when i decided to go in to blogger. the comp hanged.

fated ah. mwahah. im eating my maggie now. dont wish to blog about some WOMAN! perhaps another day. tmr lah. after speech day.

klah. saw my long lost ophir friend todayy! i dont know her name ah. but she's the usm/asm of east view.

AND SHE remembered that i did chicken dance in front of their sch, ping yi, vs, bedok view and kc.

i suppose its still quite fresh hor? WAHH.

feeling wistful. but oh the nevermind

feeq and ee-duh, i've linked u peeps! now adding in frenster. slow ah

2wo kitto rocks! hahahaha

flea fly mosquito!

i've just completed my CME project. It's like a propaganda. =X really. Im promoting my 'perfect' school to younger and gullible students.

mwahaha. and if it works. IM A CON-WOMAN!

okay. forget what i've just said. anyway, BRENNON just opened a blog! under the influence of mabel. but mabel's private. oh well. i whined and whined for like 48,943,513 years and he won't opened the blog. but once mabel gets in the picture. he does it! *ahem*excuse me*ahem*. I wonder what mabel told him. right in front of me! she just whispered something to brennon and he looked at me. then, he said, "i'll think about it, maybe i will if you guide me along, or better still. change the darn standard blogskins they have in blogger."

THAT'S ALL?! EH. don't show favouritism leh.. unfair you know. *sniffs*

i miss my pinkymonkey days!

oh yes. say what you want. cos i cant really be bothered with you. its not as if what you said is affecting me.

YEP. not as if im gonna be that HURT until im aint washing my hair for 1 week. hur hur. please lah.

MEOW!

tmr is monday.

monday-blues... *whistles*


ice-squeam!

kekeke

kampong rays ((:


beloved little woman


atique.me.feeza


jannie and lynette. [got wind. tt explains my messy hair]


the so called 'sister' of mine for 4 years - mathew


the so called 'sister' of mine for 4 years [candid] - mathew

i hate speech day rehearsal.

im worn out! haha. both in mental state and physical state. tralalala.

im like the soles of the shoe. dropping out a little. but still hanging on. (:

anyways. had promotion parade todaYY! Had to leave my part b. sad ah?

yes yes. Lynette now is the platoon sgt for Part As.

Don't know lah. no bonding yet. can't really feel the connection. oh well. it takes time to bond. like me and my tortoise.

OK. NO LINK. tortoise and NCC, no link (:. Maybe there is, the colour. but, nevermind.

Oh. Some of us are taking part in SYF. NCC.

Cool right? We get to draw No. 1. (: East is the GOH! hahahas.

who are going? i wanna know lah!

im not okay i guess. the way im typing now is like so different. like cacat.

OH WELLS. (:

im posting piccies later!

its jus meant to be

something happened.

it happened because i couldn't take it anymore.

yes.

Anyways, it rained again. im telling you that its just meant to be. REALLY. everytime we're supposed to have speech day rehearsal, it rains.

it happened on last thursday, 27/04. it rained when we fall in. and barely 15min, we had to run for shelter.

next, it happened on this monday, 03/04, it rained on the dot. 4.30pm.

THEN, it happened TODAY!. Barely 5 min and it RAINED!

do you know how many people were R E J O I C I N G ? !

im ONE of them lah kay?

mwahahahaha ((:

THE BUS UNCLE CALLED ME XIAO MEI MEI.

bits and pieces

She is lonely
Even though you can't tell
She is reaching out
For what, she doesn't know
She will continue to sit in silence
And hope that someone may stumble across
Her and all of her emptiness
But she only hope that they do it in time
Otherwise she will have drifted too far
And she may let go
Of whatever grasp of the world she has
As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone
Totally unnoticed


Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared

(:

IM BACK!! from malaysia! im telling you, it's fun, fun, fun!

due to the fact that i only went there for a day, my cousin couldn't bring me out at all. *booo* but, nevertheless, it's still fun!

i left at friday, supposedly to be in the afternoon, but had no idea why was it changed to at night. so, i reached malacca at4am. in the train was super uber cold. By right, it's saturday morning.

Saturday;

Reached my auntie's house around 4.30am. Thought i could sleep, but no. By the time we washed up and everything, it's already 5.30am. Ate breakfast and left for my another auntie at 6.30am. When we reached her house, we had to wait till the sky is bright before leaving for the graveyard. The GRAVEYARD IS COOL! really, i've never entered a graveyard so openly like that before. YUPS. My mom didn't allow me to take any pictures from there. Went there to visit my Grandfather's and my Great-Grandparent's grave.

Had a little difficulty of walking up because there are graves everywhere, there's no path for you to walk and we had to be extremely careful no to step on smaller graves AND the lallangs there are super SHARP. It's like a razor blade. Small and deep cuts are all over my calves. So, whenever we aare crossing a part of someone else's grave, we have to say "Sorry, Excuse me". Apparently, my cousins and i were saying it as "Sorry, Excuse me". Then, my Auntie told me, "Must say in Chinese. They don't know english." I laughed. My cousin then said, "nevermind. At their world, got translator. so, nevermind."

Finished around 9 plus. went to play with my cats and dogs till 11 plus and my Auntie brought me to look for my KITE. Couldn't find any, so went to a handphone shop to look for Memoray stick.

1GB = RM488 *faints*

Didn't buy anything, so, we went back around 1 plus. played around with the cats till 2 and I thought i could study bio abit. BUT, i fell asleep on the FLOOR. The weather was like uber HOT. Woke up at 3.30 with a sticky feeling. Since i was already pespiring, went to play badminton with my cousin's son. Wey Loong. he rocks lah. younger than me by 5. But i love playing badminton with him. ((: No. not because i win. But because he's damn good in it.

i also okay.

Played all the way till 5. Relaxed abit and played with peggy, the toddler. SO CUTE. i'll post up her pictures some other time. She's Wey Loong's sister. (:

yup. washed up and had dinner while watching Disney Channel, Princess Diaries - The royal engagement. HAHA. Slept around 9.30. You know how long i need to sleep.

Sunday.
Woke up, chillos.
Said goodbyes.
left for singapore.
reached singapore
HERE I AM. (:

Sounded boring? perhaps. But that's the only place i can relax. RELAX. relax!

(: HIAK HIAK HIAK.